Song I'm listening to: Incubus "When it comes"


you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


which happy bunny are you?
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You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


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Song i'm listening to: Switchfoot "I dare you to move"

You know... i really like that song. It's been stuck in my head since Tuesday when i was sitting in the middle of the playing field, in the hot sun with Kennedy, waiting on the girls on my team to decide on what cheerleading they want to do... *sigh* 4 days later and they still can't make their mind up... oh well.

One of my old teacher's sister died this week and the funeral was yesterday. *sniffles* I didn't know her.. but my teacher's a gem. The whole school got half day in order for those who want to go to the funeral to be able to make it in time... I didn't go. I was extremely tired, head ache and all so i went home and my parents went. I was planning to sleep... but i had something very important to discuss with my bgf Daniel... We started around 12 and didn't stop till my batteries were threatening to die on me around... 5-ish... Oh it was like old times... And he we were talking about all the stuff that's been going on this term. Last term at the beginning, during one of our long talks he predicted that a whole lot of drama is gonna go down as it's the last year and nothing really can be done to prevent such.. for that reason... right now the class is nearly split in half from the who cruise drama thing which was made an issue.. everybody's taking sides...

Today during History we were talking about the funeral... Well, i wasn't because i wasn't there... but from what everybody's telling me he spent one little prayer on my teacher's sister and spent the rest of it preaching about dishonesty and condemning other religions and how you're going to go to hell because of it and what not.. a real fanatic... Another student in my class, Krissy, happens to be of that Christian denomination got very offended and well... yea.. The issue was resolved in class.. or so i thought. After History... big fight happened over that and they got personal... Krissy and Mickey that is. And people were just egging them on.. when they got separated this body would run and say "oh she just said so so so.. you taking that?" *sigh*... Leading to further division because the same people backing Mickey are basically the same with the cruise incident.. what's next? But that's not my battle... i refuse to get involved -.-

During History... Miss was like but it shouldn't be like that... Religion is about being humane and forgiving and forgeting and acknoledging a being greater than ourselves etc etc... She also said that it's being able to control your anger and was like any of y'all been able to do that. And i put my hand up jokingly.... AND Shereeeen was like "that's not true"... little minor argument developed through that and OBVIOUSLY i won. Then Miss said forgiving and forgeting.. And I said forgive but not forget.. Miss then says something about then you cant say you've forgiven or the other... THEN AGAIN Shereen who isn't even in History class makes another direct comment at myself saying 'I forgive everybody'... phish... that's what got us where we are and me what i am today... too much forgiving and forgetting... I never said i was aspiring to be a God anyways.. I do forgive and i do forget but when the same thing happens over and over and over again.. what's that called? stupidity? naiveness? I'm sorry but not me again...

Oh I came 2nd in a regional art competition... 2nd award for the year... yay me... i also failed my Math test that i studied endlessly for... I think i'm going to bed now... Goodnight...

I dare you to move -Switchfoot
Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?

I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

Song i'm listening to: Jason Mraz "You & I both"

Ok i have 7 minutes to type something up here. Seee now i feel like deleting everything again and starting from scratch... BUT i'm not gonna. Atleast not tonight.

Well so i said i was going to talk about the cruise..? To tell the honest truth i'm kinda all talked out about it. It's all we're talking about (Yes, we refering to us small island people with nothing better to do). Hmm.. The highlight of the cruise was Kaiz. Now i forgot to mention dear ole' Kaiz in my little list of guys... and you know why? Because i completely forgot of his existence... until i saw him on the other side of the boat and i was like... wow. Ok. Maybe not wow. More like 'Oh, i should go say hi shouldn't i?'... but i didn't *ahem* too many people i didn't know for me to approach.

So let me give some background information on Kaiz. I knew him from WAY back in kindergarden... I was in the same class as his little brother. hehe. Well now we're both all grown up... well kinda... We met back again and actually became friends last summer by Shereen's house. He's Shereen's cousin. Whenever he was by Shereen, she would call me to come over. After a while when Sher would come to meet me on our *half way point* he'd come too. The highlight of that summer (well for July that is) was him as it gradually progressed to him walking me home and stuff. No nothing happened :P. We'd kinda flirt and stuff though and he's a real sweetie pie.

Now he's moved in by Shereen. I stop going there because we don't talk as much as before (me and Sher). With all our lil fallouts and whatnots i wasn't thinking about him. please... he's a guy... i had more important things on my mind then... BUT i did like him. As in romantic like. But as i tell everyone, i'm not looking for a bf so heh...

Back to the cruise. I didn't go. Instead when the boat moved off, i went and sat on the bench on the outer railing because the DJ was playing some real stchupid (stupid) music. It started to drizzle and just my luck... the wind was blowing in my direction and stubborn me refused to move because of a lil drizzle. He came and asked to dance.. and i said this.. and he said that.. etc etc etc you don't need details :P... For the rest of the night we danced on and off... not like we're trying to strip each other on the dance floor but more like a couple.. hmm... Then people started asking "is he your bf?".. and i well... said no because he isn't. But for that night he turned out to be my Valentine.

So for the rest of Sunday i'm all happy happy again... like boy happy because of Kaiz. See me and Tues ended up talking endlessly for hours over 'our guys'. Made something out of nothing. Yes that's how our minds work. Well for a couple hours anyways. So i can't sleep or anything because i'm thinking about him and stuff. We used to talk on the phone and what not but i stopped calling because of the whole Shereen situation.

I flew back down to earth on Monday. ONLY to be once more reminded of that night by... SHEREEN. I was like *gasp* You talking to me?! Since when?!... It went something like me being late for class and going to get my books and she's standing there and looks at me as if she's angry. I'm wondering what on earth i did now. She lifts up the hair framing her face and said "see look what Kaiz did" in a joking way. It's a tinsy winsy bruise, barely noticeable (Ok i didn't notice anything but i'm not the one feeling it am i?). I guess from a little cousinly love. And so i was kinda surprised at first at her talking to me. Then she says "See, control your man!" in a joking way again. And i started laughing and walked off (partially because my mom mysteriously appeared behind me and was like 'Get to class!').. The same afternoon, the minute i step into the house... GUESS WHO CALLS ME... yea. That's right. We don't even say good morning to each other much less glance in each other's directions... to what do i owe the phone calls?

Ok... so i forget reasons for not talking much more quickly than the reasons for. Call me gullible, naive, whatever you wish. Before that call i could have remembered every single reason that broke up that friendship.. the how, why, when, where and the who of it. Upon calling i forgot each one and we talked like normal. Then i remembered (see i have learned something over the past 2 years... it's finally kicking in)... i wasn't mean or anything. I merely made a sarcastic comment about how great a friend she was in defending me throughout the cow itch thing. She started off.. 'I was there when the person told Giselle'... YOUR POINT IS...? She should know me better than that.. She was my friend and despite whatever.. I still know better than to think some things of her and would either defend or say nothing towards any critism of such... I'd expect the same since i was her 'best friend who knows her better than anyone else ever'... and the old me would have been.. 'OH ok.. when you put it THAT way i see your point' and forgive and forget till something happens again.. which always does and the whole story start back up again... But i'm not that person and merely thanked her. Her reaction.. quick joking dismisal... hmm *sigh* almost like old times.. ALMOST...

Song i'm listening to: Alecia Keys "You don't know my name"

Today i've been floating on a cloud from last night's events on the cruise. I called Mickey and gave her ever detail of the events. There were some major shockers. New couples. Strange occurences. Too much dash wind and rain. It was the best. I didn't have a Valentine but i had fun. Girls night out. Me and Shads just chillin with my other friends... the detail of this cruise shall be explained in a future blog... possibly tomorrow...

Back to my reason of repentence. If i could have one magical power... ANY magical power... it would be to orb. Like Paige on Charmed... I feel awful... everybody i talk to today had a horrible Valentine's day... i had such a good time.. is that wrong..? I would have orbed Ry here and be his Valentine and took him on the cruise with me ^^*. That would have been awesome... and if i could have done it... i would. I would have orbed Boni and Jasmine here and work my old black magic and make things right if they really are meant to be... that girl and i have to have a serious talk... NOBODY goes around giving my godbrother that kinda heartache and not feel bad about it... nuh uh... I would have snuck Mickey on the boat so she could have made it to her LAST ever chance to be on that cruise with all her classmates of class 2004... all together... with a silent truce to be all friendly... even for just one night... for example- me and Modesty(monique..)... see... this is a total bummer...

You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.


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