C'est moi

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

The phone rings.

'Your opinion please?'

After listening to an overview of previous sentiments, I'm asked 'Do you share them?'

Being a person that tries to be as neutral as possible, especially in volatile situations, my response said so little for so much. Do i share the same views? No, actually i don't. I believe in giving the benefit of the doubt. This situation is so bad to the point where it can't possibly get any worse, that means things can only go in one direction - for the better. Or so you would think.

In such a situation, i tried my best to help the situation and ease the tension by taking an approach to alleviate it. Naturally, it may prove a little more difficult than easy when people have their mind set.

Its amazing how the weeks have flown by. I missed one day of due to illness, and predictably, its the day all the juicy drama happens. It was the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Bleh.. i'm sleepy.. continue this tomorrow... my series of unfortunate events in a day

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Don't it feel like sunshine?

Jimmy Eat World "The world you love"

i got a story it's almost finished
all i need is someone to tell it too
maybe, thats you.

our time is borrowed and spent to freely
every minute i have needs to be made up
but how?
im looking for a nice way to say
"i'm out."
i want out.

i fall asleep with my friends around me
only place i know, i feel safe
im gonna call this home

the open road is still miles away
ain't nothing serious
we still have our fun
oh we had it once

but windows open and close
thats just how it goes

dont it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone seems to think we are


im in love with the ordinary
i need a simple space
to rest my head
and everything gets clear
well im a little ashamed for asking
but just a little helps
it gets me straight again
helps me get over it

it might seem like a dream
but it's real to me

dont it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone seems to think we are

you should the canals are freezing
you should see me high
you should just be here
be with me here
it doesnt seem theres hope for me
i let you down
but i wont give in now
not for any amount