You want the truth, well you can't handle the truth :P

Ok i essentially came here to write about what happened last night/this morning. However that will have to be postponed till tomorrow/today.

I started to type about half hour ago but i got sidetracked.

I can't believe this... Boni is willing to fly all the way to Grenada just to see Mickey. WTH! He just met her! I don't see it!


*10 minutes passes*
LMAO! He's such a guy! I'm killing myself with laughter... which just proves my point - he doesn't want a gf, he wants a fling. HA!

*5 minutes passes*
I'm beginning to see Dan's "I hate to see good people get hurt" theory. I can't watch... i'm warning him. I'm telling him full on why it's not a good idea but is he listening to me..? No. So this is how Dan felt when he saw all of us girls falling at Kegan's feet. (No i wasn't that obsessed... it was more i like him today. Tomorrow he's a jerk. Next he's an idiot. Then somewhere the following week he looks kinda cute) We knew Kegan was a jerk. We heard. We saw... but still there was something that attracted us to him...*sighs blissfully* I'll miss Kegan. *cough*

I swear he's driving me crazy. It's like talking to a wall. Everything i say, defeats the purpose of having been said. I don't understand it... what am i to do? Sit back and watch the car accident in slow mo..? Or throw myself across the road in an attempt to halt it..?

Hmm.. cars don't go to hospitals. lemme grab some popcorn and a camera.

*15 minutes passes*
SEE! He knows me too well. I know he's lying to me but i still believe him. Joking my .... "Oh i wasn't serious, i was just joking".. PUH-LEASE! *saves convo for future referencing*





Lol now that that's over... i can start what i wanted to say. (:P an hour after)

Well Mickey and i got into an arguement/discussion last night.

This is how it started - Mickey and Giselle were discussing their favourite topic Alex.

Both of them apparently don't like her anymore because she "used" them to get to Kegan. PLEASE.

Giselle and Mickey love to say how much they hate people who lie and are fake.

Mickey's definition of fake is someone who when they have a problem with you, can't just tell you to your face but has to do it behind your back. oh and judges you wrongfully.

Let me start off first by saying, Giselle's the last person who should be bawling about that. She has judged me and accused me wrongfully out of her own guilt. She has gone about behind my back to undermine me.. and honey, these things circulate in a small school... and walls between classrooms, don't exist - so i didn't hear the rumour version, i heard first hand. But no, when she has a problem with someone, she can't go up and be like - exactly what she claims other people are supposed to do. No, she's not brave enough to do it.. more of the behind your back thing.

Now, Giselle was with Kegan. Kegan was with Giselle to maintain his "Always been with the new girl" reputation. When they broke up, she's the one who called and said "You may have broken up with me, but i'm not broken up with you".. so they ended back together in some confusing way.. AND he treated her like dirt. But that's their relationship, their problem.

Alex and Mickey were best friends. Mickey knew Alex had a huge crush on Kegan.

Now, Mickey and Kegan were VERY close and Giselle used to act weird and off-standish around her... so they believed that Giselle was jealous. I believe that too since look at what she put up with and she still wanted that. Why wouldn't she be jealous of the friendship?.. Mickey now believes that that's not true because she asked Giselle and she said no. -.- right...

Now, Alex and Kegan are together and G & M are feeling used. *rolls eyes*

Both of them are saying, if Alex really cared she would come up to them and be like "what happen?"... But both of them keep shunning her and ignoring her when she does so... Then they get together and laugh about it.

I don't understand.. i really don't. Alex is making an attempt to find out what's wrong therefore that's not being 'fake'. Now there's one lil problem, M is all 'i'm done with her'... What kinda best friend is that? So let me get this right...If you're friends then you hold an ounce of loyalty and when you fall out you barely keep the secrets.. it's just about how much you can add to the 'Alex bashing' hour?

And then the judging thing... She judged me. She judged me based on everyone else's opinion and their 'issues' with my mom. When my name came up, ofcourse she put in her two cents. But did she come and tell - look i have a problem with you. So when i told her that, she then said "Oh, well that's how the world is, you can't expect me to walk up to everyone i have a problem with"


People always want to know what gets me annoyed because i never seem to get annoyed. Firstly, only people who are VERY close to me and matter, can truly make me mad or hurt me... Like Boni(one of the few that make the list) :D
Secondly, when people make bold statements about what they hate in other people... and they do it themselves. THAT annoys me.

Next, M asked me why i don't come around when she's with X group. Now these people don't like me, end of story. I'm not about to put myself in a position where i'll be uncomfortable for nobody... and she's the kinda person that would draw attention to your quietness when you don't want that to happen.

Then she has fun over other people's misery. Like, i also found out that Cher hates me, Tues, Mon and Shikha for some unknown reason - not that i particularly cared. *note statement above* M said that Cher threw stones at Shikha, and they all laughed about it... So let me get this straight - you're friends with people who do stuff to your other friends which you don't agree with and acts like that... but ... right :/ i give up

No, that's wrong... Oh well... thats how the world is right?